Friday, November 18, 2005

Dear ???????????????????

I must tell you this is a long time coming.

I am not sure where thing went wrong...Perhaps long ago when dealing with the shit that was bestowed upon us by the great an all mighty card shark we choose top deal with things differently and we stumbled down different roads..........??????

The sadest part of the whole thing is we where once very close, so close some people would say "inseparable" but that was then....Many years ago.

You don't impress me any more; in fact you have not for so long I can not remember the last time you did. Your story, saga, novel, fairy tail,....Life, lie or what ever you want to call it as for some time been the source of much ridicule from me. It has given me a constant source of entertainment as I laugh at you.

Your infirmities amuse me.....I find them laughable. Your conquered quest are so bull shit I don't know where to begin. Your supper star status among the little people....Is only in your head. YOU HAVE NOT BEEN THERE.....And most of all you never where so quit pretending.

The sad part is that you are perhaps to far gone in you fairy tale to realize it and ever find a way to redeem yourself. But I won't let you try to rewrite history in order to redeem your pathetic self esteem or to impress the week who surround you. Tell it like it is and or was ...Or shut the FUCK UP!!!

you make me sad. I mock you..... I laugh at you.... I look down at you.....And in many ways I am embarrassed by you. But I still love you..............

Life goes on, nobody cares about the past no cares about the bullshit. In fact the less said the better. I learned that long ago.....Actually I lie I just finally realized that but in fact it has been a reality for while...It finally just slapped the shit out of me.

The hermits in our life should not be the role models we seek to be, nether should the boxers or those who are weak..... just be yourself and don't try so hard to be somebody else.

Till then I will continue to mock you.
HA HA HA HA
Posted by MrV :: 1:12 PM :: | ---------------oOo---------------