Thursday, January 21, 2010

At 12 I stood on the edge of the earth and said I wanted to be an astronaut
at 18 I realized I was not smart enough.... and settled to be a fireman
at 20 I settled more and became a truck driver
at 28 I settled even lower and became a mechanic

at 33 I am lost.....I stand on the verge of love........more confused and nervous than ever.....

I wish I had a road map to this thing called life.....

Because I have taken every wrong turn and don't know what way to go

I wish I could just hit 'ctrl' 'alt' 'delete' and start over
Posted by MrV :: 11:25 PM :: | ---------------oOo---------------

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm hiding in the corner
Of an overgrown garden
Covering my body in leaves
And trying not to breath
All my childhood dreams
Are bursting at the seams
And dangling around my knees

I've been deformed by emotional scars
And the cancer of love has eaten out my heart
I've been stripped bare and nobody cares
And all the people I looked up to are no longer there

All desires have been denied to put me in this state of mind
Another year older and what have I done
My aspirations have shriveled in the sun
I'm crippled by guilt
Blinded by science
I've been waiting for tomorrow all of my life

"....working, keep talking."

All desires have been denied to put me in this state of mind
Another year older and what have I done
My aspirations have shriveled in the sun
I'm crippled by guilt
Blinded by science
I've been waiting for tomorrow all of my life

I've been filled with useless information
Spewed out by papers and radio stations
I've been hounded by fairweather friends
Sowing the seeds for my discontent
Life is like a sewer
And I'm trying to wade thru her
I threw in my money and made my wish
But sleeping boys catch no fish

All desires have been denied to put me in this state of mind
Another year older and what have I done
My aspirations have shriveled in the sun
I'm crippled by guilt
Blinded by science
I've been waiting for tomorrow all of my life

"....working, keep talking."

All my childhood dreams
Are sinking round my knees
My mind has been polluted
And my energy diluted

Posted by MrV :: 9:29 PM :: | ---------------oOo---------------

Sunday, January 17, 2010

.I know I leave my body when I sleep because......sometimes I find receipts in my pockets from stores I've shopped in the ether. Seems I buy a lot of gum and condoms in the dreamworld.

There's a friend I talk to every night and at the close of our awesome chats, just before bed I always say, "If you leave your body, come get me!" I rarely remember anything I do, if I have in fact traveled out of my body.

So many of my lucid dreams involve people I know, some even involve loved ones who have passed on, and we walk and talk and visit in strange new places and towns and cities and villages and it all seems so real and they do and say things just like they do in life, or have done.

Someday, I believe that we may discover that we all do leave our bodies in our sleep and we will be able to remember what we do and there may be a Travel Channel that is just for those who are Astral Projecting to far away destinations.

Posted by MrV :: 8:33 PM :: | ---------------oOo---------------

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Had a strange dream.

I was walking around looking at beautiful old buildings and every time I stopped to talk to someone from that building, they would say, "Oh, enjoy it while you can. It's being demolished in a few days."

It was very sad and as the dream was going, I knew it meant something other than buildings.


Maybe it's about me changing, or learning new things, or growing older, I dunno.

Then again it could have been the Ambien

Posted by MrV :: 6:13 PM :: | ---------------oOo---------------